My second birthday

Today marks 4 years since my double mastectomy on 1/6/2020. The 5 year mark is on the horizon. This day was bittersweet. It was filled with hope that the cancer was gone, and saddness for the loss of the breasts that once held significance. Despite their betrayal, I still cherished the memories they symbolize: nourishing children, bringing sexual pleasure, and the societal norms of womanhood. Confronting these emotions is an ongoing journey, but my decision to fight against an internal betrayal with an invisible enemy stood strong. I reflect on this day as a testament to choosing life abundantly, having tried everything possible to remain. It’s a personal decision, not for everyone, but one I’m grateful for every day. This anniversary serves as a continual reminder of my resilient choice to confront and overcome by any means necessary through the guidance of God. My scars speak!